I feel like Taehwan had a crush on Yeonwoo back in high school but due to racism (like Tae...

I feel like Taehwan had a crush on Yeonwoo back in high school but due to racism (like Taehee said and the stereotype that Asian men are more feminine and are “gay” looking) made him develop an internalized homophobia and hatred of himself and maybe when he saw Taehee and Dojin he casted his jealously onto them, like jealous on how they’re able to express themselves without hating themselves. And this might be a stretch but maybe Taehwan has a BDSM relationship with Yeonwoo bc it’s less “intimate” and more sexual so he can cast it off as an excuse like “oh the sex feels good but the emotion isn’t there” so he won’t feel bad for being gay and having romantic feelings since he can just blame his dick