omg, this will probably be one of my favorite bl ever. the story is just so wholesome and ...

omg, this will probably be one of my favorite bl ever. the story is just so wholesome and the stirring drama— i freaking love this（/TДT)/

also i have to say this but that blond guy gives me manipulative gaslighting vibes. i know he loves him and probably the only reason purple hared guy is holding on to him is because he’s the only person he got if you think about it. he sacrificed everything for this dude and it’s not gonna be easy to let go of the main reason you threw important things in the garbage just to be with them. that’s why he can’t utter the words that he wants to end it and break up with him. he’s losing feelings for him and he’s probably on the verge of throwing everything on the side because he might think that his life has no point, he doesn’t have any say on his own life; i think of this because one, he has been avoiding anything related to his studies in law, two, he is starting to cut ties with the most important person in his life. it’s not hard to tell.

i also have this gut feeling where this salty blond guy is sleeping around with other people. the thing he did with yechan is also very unreasonable and immature, i just know that he knows yechan has a little crush on his soon to be ex. he could’ve just told him calmly that it’s not a good thing to give the piano to purple because he’s in a bad mood and it might trigger something bad and if he ask more questions he could’ve told him “it’s not my place to tell you.” or something. he was jealous and probably still frustrated that’s why he did that action, pretty reasonable but still immature and dumb decision. I do get the feeling blond boy knows damn well purple is losing love for him and he’s kinda selfish if you think about it. if i was in his situation i would have broken up and with purple or the spot in front of his father and later on calls him to tell him that i only did that because i love him and i knows how passionate he is on playing piano. they could’ve still met each other and have a relationship secretly cause his dad never really spared him an eye before he dated blondie. it’s a good classic blackmail, they could’ve waited till they graduated (and looking at things they’re already close to graduating) and things would have turned out well. They both have stable high paying jobs, they could have run away immediately together. both of them were dumb but blondie is more dumb for not being more sensitive and understanding purple’s situation. cause what i see specially on that chapter where he was boasting about his dream career going smoothly, he was being a prick and not trying to emphasize with his lover that gave up his career for him. if i was in purple’s place at that time i would have been salty.