
Yeah I know but that doesn't mean he didn't learn that from someone else or if he was used to it (even if he did it just to forget about the seme) but stopped doing it after meeting the seme again but was still craving for it so started doing to himself while thinking about the seme idk man I'll just choose what brings me more peace and settle for it lol

Well sure but one-night stand it's not a relationship. Maybe he was talking about the fact that he could never have a proper relationship and exactly because of that he only did casual sex with no strings attached. He was forced to live like a perfect member of society but that doesn't mean he didn't had stress relief sex with random people. Of course I could be deadly wrong but there's no solid evidence of either my or your theory so I guess we'll just have to live with that ×-×
Hold on: no one is talking about this so I need to ask. Did I miseturpt what happened?
The uke was getting himself off in bathroom (?) His helper guardian thing comes in to help him wash his back, looks over at the flustered ukes dick that's probably still hard and asked if he was thinking about the seme? And then continues washing his back like he didn't just interrupt something? Surely that's not normal- my boy at least needs some privatsy, Jesus Christ-