I was waiting on you to discuss!!! For real!!! This chapter was everything!!! Hwi finally was able to get Param to talk and confront his feelings, he'd been running away from what he was feeling, afraid of that "side" of him that gives in to his desires. I get that, but he just needed to talk to Hwi and I feel like at least in this chapter, they are getting to the place where they can truly understand each other.
I swear Hwi is a whole blessing, this man carries the whole manhwa on his shoulders ahcjsjx loved the cold treatment he gave Han, how he put into his place the blonde dude and with Param, he really knows how to behave with him and what Param needs to open up, he’s so understanding and he really has zero demands. Now that they cleared up their feelings for each other I hope we will see their relationship develop and grow cause they clearly cares for each other a lot
Yes, to everything... Hwi truly is too good for this world! His interaction with Han was classic for sure. No hang-ups, I heard what you said and now I gatta go, buh-bye! Him and Param really needed to take the path they did. Some may hate me for saying this, but Param needed to "go there" with Han or else he'd always be wondering if his feelings for him were more than just desire. Although those chapters were hell to endure (39-40), immediately after the dirty deed, Param knew that his feelings for Han were purely a craving, an itch that needed to be scratched. And once he got it out of his system, he could focus on the man he truly cared for - Hwi. I feel like now, they can finally move forward in their relationship in a meaningful way.
I’m still really conflicted about those chapter rip but at least Param seems to be developing since then, I still wonder if he gonna ever tell Hwi what happened between him and Han, at least I hope he will learn to be more open about himself and his feelings especially cause Hwi proved more than once how he will never judge him no matter what. Looking forward some cute moments tho cause i’m tired to be stressed every week -

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this chapter was A BOMB
Han talks to Hwi and he basically tells him he figure out he was the third wheel between him and Param and not the other way around, he basically gives up on Param and tells Hwi to take good care of him (tbh this was the minimum, I think he also needs to apologize to Param for all the times he pressures him) ANYWAY setting change and now Hwi is in the gym with the blonde fucker, I didn’t really get what they say but basically Hwi discovers the blonde dude met Param and connect the dots between param being insecure about his feelings and the meeting so Hwif gets angry and tells the other fucker that he better stay away from Param or he won’t let it slide next time (YES MAN GO FOR IT)
Then Hwi meets Param outside and boom he clearly tells him he knows he likes him, that he doesn’t understand why Param is not making his move and what he’s so scared about, he gave him another chance so why he’s not doing anything? Then Param tells him that he wanted to prove Hwi that he likes him not only in a sexual way and he’s basically struggling to do so. So Hwi grab his hand and tells him he wanted to be clear about them, so he ask Param again to date him. Hwi put his hand on Param heart and make Param do the same with his and tells him that’s a start, and that he can show him a lot in the future too about how much he likes him.
IM IN SHAMBLES BYE