It's also about what YOU want, what you feel comfortable with, or uncomfortable with (because nervous, insecure and new)but willing to try. Please be present at that moment and don't let yourself be forced in to doing anything. either it's your first time together, or the other person has more experience, but it should always be an open communication on both sides of what feels right. Don't rush and treasure yourself please.
Babe, as an experienced woman (both rape and good sex :D) all i can say is get yourself a real respectful guy. It feels disgusting to be forced on a dick, you might even puke. Also cum does not taste so delicious so dont make him cum in/on you. please don't get to the deed before foreplay or he prepares you thoroughly. If he forces on you, bite his dick off. And always talk before you fuck, find what both of you want, determine do's and don'ts. I hope your sex life is will be just as your hoped
listen.
sex is about the both of you. you need to have the trust and the consent of each other. otherwise dont do it with someone you dont want to and if the person your seeing whines and has a tantrum they arent ready for you then.
sooo, i’m like very scared for when that day comes. is he gonna want me to CHOKE ON HIS GOD DAMN DICK. WHAT IF I PASS OUT. WHAT IF HE BREAKS ME. WHAT IF HE CANT PICK ME UP BC IM TOO HEAVY. WHAT IF HE DOESNT LIKE THE WAY I LOOK? i’m so nervous for the day that i ACTUALLY have sex