Well, you see. My family is a mess right now. My mom caught my dad cheating on her TWICE. Idk what To feel about this. My dad is a piece of trash. The last thing I want is my mom and my dad getting divorce. I have 5 siblings.im the oldest. My little sister is still young. I hate this. I don't want this. I feel so dead inside
I hate seeing my mom crying. I don't want to see my little sister ask me what happen to my mom and my dad. My mom look determined to divorce my dad. I respect her decision but I worried about my family future. The only one who working on my family is my dad. And my youngest siblings is barely 5 years old. Idk what went wrong with my life.

I have life problem. I feel numb right now. Idk what I should feel. Sad? Angry? Disappointed? You see... Hm I feel like i shouldnt share my life problem to stranger but I desperately need someone to listen to this, I feel.. Idk dead inside