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Yea, I have this whole mental story of him begging to be Kayden's student and getting shut down everytime. Then he decides to beat Kayden to prove his worth but is sad that a weak boy like Jiwoo got to be his student but he himself can't :(

probably since it does say in the webtoon that a lot of awakeneds wants to be kayden's student to learn his power, his technique, etc