
well yes and no
i don't care that much about handsome face that much okay looking is fairly enough
his personallities matter the most though
i legit love and is loving (i think i am still but not as much as before?) a guy who not my type like AT ALL
he is shorter than me
he is WHITER THAN ME (can't really blame him though, it's his trait, i doesn't burn easily LIKE ME!!)
i am scared that his dick might not even as big as me (while i'm a fucking bottom who has a fucking 15-16cm dick UGHHHH, it's like my dick grow as the number of my age JUST RIDICULOUS)
HE IS NOT EVEN HANDSOME OR EVEN THAT GOOD LOOKING kind of okay but also not
and he IS straight so no hope
but then he IS STRONG, pretty buff which i like
and his personallities, to me they are ten out of ten
luv him so much
my fukin first love too
but now i'm just trying to forget him since we are not in the same class anymoreee~ which make it much easier for me to move on haizzz
freak my life
I AM SOOO LONELY ā„ļ¹ā„
I'd be scared of a dick that huge especially for a first-timer damn