I really need to find out why he did that, that night

there is a high possibility that he actually wasn't the one to do it and that it is the guy he remembers in chapter 3 that did it

oooohh kinda possible... but still even if this is right, what would make utsumi who has actually raped him for sure? omg this is so interesting

I know right if my theory is true then we'll end up with a lot of drama but the dark haired guy said he wasn't bothered by the rape and that he barely remembers it well i'm sure he's just acting tough cause rape ain't that simple and all but still

yeaa rape is rape. maybe the guy thought it's okay cus he has raped him first i guess that's just his logic or something. his backstory gotta have lots to tell i bet.