Then what's the point of all the things he has done till now... just to kill himself? KMH
I think he went crazy at first, but then started regretting his choices. When Hayan didn't remember and acted kind to him, he was so surprised. But since he already has amassed a group of followers, he can't drop his facade.
Or i'm just wrong and he wants to eat Hayan. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Why do I feel like yohan is faking some of his craziness? Everytime he thinks of Hayan he pauses. I have a feeling Yohan will kill himself at the end.