I think he’s into Ella but the desire got to him. So while doing the ritual “Ella” would only moan so it’s possible Shona envisioned him as the actual one. Also the fact that he wants to go to Ella in Japan shows he cares for him
Damn, then that’s kinda messed up then, for the uke not knowing if the seme actually like him for who he is, that’s kinda sad tbh if they’re gonna fall in love
Hopefully the uke didn’t catch feelings from just that and they both slowly fall for each other. The fact that the real Ella left without thinking too much of Shona means Ella didn’t care for him in that way so maybe they were just friends or ya know one sided from Shona to Ella
yk how it is:
uke falls, seme doesn’t notice
BOOM BOOM ANGST semes like “oh fuck dude sorta kinda lowkey mess up” and he’s in a midlife crisis and then that’s where it gets fuzzy
either he’ll end up with ella or mr japanese over here
Alright the whole reincarnation thing, would it mean that the seme (shona i think?) is into ella’s body and appearance instead of the real uke? Like...is that kind of messed up? Would they switch bodies back? I’m so confused oml