Same I also loved someone he was my childhood friend while I was in kindergarten unfortunately he had to leave and study in the states and only then did I found out I actually loved him I held on for 8 yrs and he came back and where still friends but just last year I saw him dancing together with another girl in a dance party and I felt so heartbroken...(￣∇￣")
But I really wanna know the outcome if I had just confessed would he be weirded out and stop being friends with me or would he love me back??
well, it did happened to me.. at first it was the perfect relationship, but as years goes by, I knew deep down that he's taken for granted my feelings for him, and for sure, he knew my value but he just thought he would never lose me. I gave my all to him and I have nothing left for myself. I knew all along, I knew... I just want to hold on to what little hope I can to mend us, but in the end, efforts isn't enough, love isn't enough, so I let go.. I was tired, I have nothing, I felt nothing.. At first, he blamed me for everything, then he acted like he was the victim, people around us hated me (because they thought we had a perfect relationship), but I moved on, then he begged, he cried but it was too late.. when he realised that I am not coming back, he spread rumours about me to the point that it cannot be mended forever..
Now that's messed up when you make a mistake you should own up for it not the other way round (╬￣皿￣)凸
i know how you feel, but whatever you do or don't do in life, you can't stop the 'what if i' feeling. That question always pops up, be it a good or bad situation.
I was in a relationship with a really really good friend, and it just didn't work out in the end. All the things he understood when we were friends, he threw out the window once we were in a relationship. So we're not friends anymore, and i'm stuck with the question ' what if i never confessed', maybe i would still have a friend on my side.
So don't beat yourself up for it, you get nothing good out of thinking about the past choices. U'll get the love u deserve in the end.
yes, but sometimes you will gain a good friend after a break up..
I have an ex during my highschool days.. we dated for almost 4 years and break up.. at first we dont talk to each other after that, because we decided to respect our new relationship..(you know gf/bf doesn't like it when you are still in contact with your exes)
but after like 5 years we met again, and both of us are single at that moment.. we became good friends, even after we met our new gf/bf we remained friends, up till today..
when niveah said:
"The ten years you spent neglecting me have changed me. I once had truly loved you, but I could not have gone on like that forever, I don't love you anymore."
I felt her pain, it squeeze my heart.. and also I felt the guilt and regrets of wisTRASH.. gosh that was deep and painful..
truly, you don't know what you got until it's gone.