Responses
For some reason, I do the same thing and cry over it again because I forgot how painful it all was. But I still come back to it to re-read that confession part again, year after year.
This is not even about hating myself anymore. I think I'm just a Masochist. #－.－)
*pats in the back* T__T it's okay comrade I get it
sometimes I come back and read the part where Jeremy confesses his crime and gets this feeling of relief only to be shut down by Ian who is in denial and doesn't want to believe his father would be capable of something like that, only to find, months later proof that makes him go through the reality their family had through Jeremy's perspective. It makes me feel so sad, so utterly depressed that it's kind of relieving.
or maybe I just hate myself, idfk. (￣∇￣")