Depending on your

innate traits, there are this and that kind of children. For example I am a person with the personality of someone who could walk her own path all alone and still be happy as fuck. Even if it means I will be abandoned or have to abandon people. It will hurt, I will feel pain and remember and be sad, but I won`t fucking make myself dependent on those kinds of things that much to become someone I would feel utter disgust in being. You know? Weak, begging, easily swayed. I understand her, I also understand the reincarnated mc. But I HOPE this won´t be the kind of story where the father will be forgiven as a missunderstood loving daddy. Like I also have a good looking man as a father, he has awesome career and is intelligent. But at home he is a narcissistic idiot. He always was. So no matter how much I know he loves me, the days he pretends nothing ever is wrong or he never did anything wrong and was trying to be all fluffy and showed his affection, how others tell me how he talks proudly about me. Nothing matters. Why? I won´t take away all the traumas that accumulated. All the times he broke something in me without apologisind and afterwards acting like I am insane for not loving his awesome self who is such a perfect father and pretending he did something wrong just to make him feel bad. A guy who tells his back then 17 year old daughter she is either possessed by satan or has schizophrenia, rather than accepting that she actually has depression from living in that kind of toxic family and now being exhausted. It is crazy to live a life where only you are the one who can give yourself confidence from a very young age. I nearly id go insane from being the only one confirming my feelings and memories are my truth, because my environment didn`t ever consider that the normal family I had was actually fucked up. The guy who one second calls me a bitch and five minutes later after coming back from the toilet says let`s watch a movie together and then is hurt and tells me i am a bad daughter because I don`t feel happy and agree. The hell. So now we are just adults that are related. As a father figure I abandoned him. But I am still in contanct now with him as an adult. I forgave him, but that does not mean I forgot. I just learned to not need a father in my life and be my own support and boss. I don`t blame him anymore, I see all that traumatic shit as a lesson that is actually now sometimes an advantage. I sure would have loved to live a life without all these stones in my way, but whatever. So for this dude now to suddenly be the `missunderstood loving father`like bruh EW. I never like this trope. Rarely do I accept it. Because you cannot ever forget. Now that I don`t need my dad anymore he is also like some mushy guy who cautiosly tries to accomodate me never say anything to make me angry, encourages me, listens to me, buys me stuff that i actually would like and does not ever try to use the things he does against me to make me feel guilty and listen to him. Something the me as a child would have loved and needed, but the me now just finds burdensome as hell and just annoying. Cause I don`t want it nor need it nor asked for it. Anyway, I would love to see this dude be some way put infront of a mirror or just be treated this way, too. You were irresponsible and a loser of a parent. Does not matter your actual "intentioms" and "innate real self and feelins", what matters are actions and they can never be undone. So this just feels pathetic to me now....suddenly he is the loving dude who wants to support his daughter, but is just awkward with i?t SURE. You failed big time already. Conditioning your real daughter with your ACTIONS enough to think you would be the kind of person that wants her to commit suicide by cutting herself down. That is the kind of father you are. SO BASTA. No redemption for you. Gosh. I hope mc makes him calm his horses and just finds happiness after making all these losers face reality and take responsibility for their actions. The heck.