nah the mc wants to experience not to be on the recieving end and wants to be someone who gives and so he do this things for ze glasses guy.. u can see it in the flashback with him arguing with a guy i assumed to be his ex lover
Hes just looking for love in the wrong place using the wrong method..... is a good read
Yii that's very likely the case too but it doesn't rly contrasts or debunks what i said
i changed it cuz ur going in circles
its confusing u didnt deliver it clearly so i made it short.
I don't rly think so? Sure it seems contradictory but for me he could be feeling both emotions, even if there's irony there, after all human emotions are very complex
true true...sorry its ur opinion we are free to express.
Im confused that some of yall don't understand that mc KNOWS he is being used by glasses boy BUT he does not LIKE it rather just clings to the hope that he'll like him back. It's not that he's some kind of masochist that wants to be abused it's just that he likes him for the fact that he doesn't "pity" him (or so he thinks, personally I don't think so) and he thinks he can just fix the "using" part by letting him use him some more (ridiculous) but the way he sees it it's more like, being on his good side?
I thought it was rather depicted clearly but it seems some of yall did not get that.