
I think you could bi if you get turned on by girls. You just have to explore yourself more. I was at that stage too, I never actually had a crush on any girl but when I thought about dating one, I felt excited, also since childhood I was always attracted to boobs and short haired girls, there was hell of a confusion. Over months of struggling with myself and fighting with my odds, I come to a conclusion that I do like girls but just couldn't find my ideal type anywhere. So now I am closeted bisexual girl, world feels more difficult.

Wow- I don’t even know who u are, but we kinda have a lot in common :() My parents don’t let me date boys or girl, and me and my brother aren’t really close (he doesn’t like me)... Actually they are ok with that, but it’s not like they accept it- And my relatives are kinda conservative sooo I won’t come out to them :))
If I come out as bi, my parents would disown me