
GAWD DAMN IT I havent got the notification yet so I was like "but they lived happily ever after in germany didnt they?" so this I went to check.....FRICKIN CRIED MY EYES OUT wtf I regretted my actions but at the same time I thought it was really sweet but still VERY SAD :( (/TДT)/ WHY DIDNT SHE JUST LEFT IT AT CHAP 8?!

Ikr!!!! Paradise view was depressing as hell and I cried my eyes out for so many hours... But after all that I got to a bright side though.... That even though tomohisa died and that just SUCKED but if you think about it tomohisa and hideo had a good 20 or more years together where they lived together in happiness and hideo staying in Germany even after tomohisa (I don't wanna say the word but u guys must understand) because he said he said that he'd always stay by his side is proof that they had a good and happy life together....so that's really a plus point...
Also idk I just think abt this stuff so my heart calmed down a little from the depression... Hope it helps you guys too ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Oh! I need this update rn! I need something cute to read to ease the pain I got from Paradise View