Tbh I totally agree with you. My mums a lot like that except instead of just baselessly listening to my dad she just causes problems herself, like through drinking and her extreme paranoia. N when she starts going crazy smashing up the house I get pissed and angry but the next day when she acts normal and says sorry I feel like I have to forgive her straight away. Even though I know what she's doing is wrong, I feel like because she's my mum I have to forgive her.
No one has to go through that n I don't want this to be the ending too. Like after seeing all of that n crying over it and getting emtiononal over how irresponsible the mum is trying to push the blame on someone else, I NEED Byul to heal mee.
Like I love all the characters but when im sad I feel like seeing cute Byul gives me energy againn
That's what fvcks you up in the head even more I feel. Like when they act like nothing happened and they are all happy and nice to you the next second. You think oh maybe she had a bad day but slowly realize that That's not it
YH EXACTLYY
she just acts nicer the next second and expects me to just play along with it and be happy. Thats what I hate the most because my whole family does that , get angry and then act normal the next second. Like it makes you feel like there's something wrong with you for not moving on as fast and not forgiving them straight away
Like bro im 14 cut me some slack ;-;
No becuase this chapter really made me cry. As a kid anything my mom did I never saw it as anything bad becuase she was my mom and I loved her, sadly still do. Now I haven't seen her in a while but refuse to see her becuase like him I am also afraid that if I see her I'll forgive her and things will go back to how toxic they were. It's sad that the mom would listen to the father and not question anything like she didn't really ask him personally so how would she know. How could she blame him for not searching? You can't search for someone that left to begin with because if they really didn't want to leave you they wouldn't have. It's sad becuase you can love someone so much but yet can never be close to them. I will never understand why people think kids are so mature like??? Yeah sometimes as a kid you use strong words because you don't know how words can be so powerful. I hope them happiness they've suffered a lot and honestly I can't imagine this ending I got too attached to Byul ╥﹏╥