YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~EEEEEEEEEEEES
the thing is....i always found guys like taehwan...not exactly like him i mean this type of person... a beautiful guy at the centre of attention and desired by many....but inside they are like fucking chicks....and i never knew why....was too young...like why do i fall for guys who seem so far away and out of reach? it was the days i was not yet properly in tune with my inner badass sex goddess obviously....i didn't know it was my inner sadistic side that was just drawn to their vulnerability they hide behind that mask and that no one even they themselves seem to not have discovered...gosh...tastiest moment ever was when i made one of those guys by intuition realise how weak they are a bit...omigosh...imagine...you make someone like taehwan...self conscious about themselves..bruh...back than i didn't know what was going on and what i was doing or feeling..but bitch thinking back...it was so DELICIOUS....i am not a sadist like all the time....i just have people who waker up that side of me? i want to then have them you know....make them "come out of the shadow"....kinda a bit like a baby version of yeonwoo who wants this dude who is not in a closet but fucking cemented in a box or what....go bonkers and wreck everything and he wants to be at the receiving end of that energy ahahahaha....he is such a hero i love yeonwoo and i cannot WAIT for the moment taehwan realises who is boss omg...that he was in yeonwoos palm the whole time...i was laughing so hard when he said "tell me to stop" and "does he have no self-respect." and "that he did that to proof that yeonwoo is indeed filthy" AHAHAHAHAH WAS SO HILARIOUS OMG ahahahahaha i wish yeonwo knew....i wonder if he would also break out in a fit of laughter at how hilarious this chic is being
i wanted to see so long in this kind of longer story. i so hope we come to a point where taehwan is super like arrogant about yeonwoo...and yeonwoo just straight up be like "love? yes i love you. your body and face. never have i seen someone that is so perfect my type and wanted them to fuck me. but what are you on about? did i ask you to be my boyfriend or something? it would be sad, but if the sex is getting to you, then let's stop. why are you being so intense?" or something along those lines and see TAEHWAN DROPPIN LIKE A FLY omgigosh please...this is a dark desire i had since a long time...see a beautiful guy who has it all but is conceited, but always had people accommodate them because they had no confidence or were to distracted by his allure....to be crushed by someone they were looking down on and thinking they had them in their palms....why? cus it is the most satisfying thing EVA. i had this once. this kind of situation is the only one where an asshole will have a real magical instant character development outta nowhere...taehwans dream showed how he somewhat has a desire to be dominated in a way as well...ah i don't wanna analyse this to much...i just want yeonwoo, the guy who turned out to be the baddest bitch out there...to fucking SLAY THAT BASTARD aaaaaah make him submit aaaah