Everything I wanted to say is written here. To see a man, who has been all strong willed and dominant through out the story, go down is hear breaking indeed. I didn't wanted to believe it was a "R*ape" but I guess I can't escape anymore. It's going to make so many of us cry, when revealed.
I didn't realize that, i mean i was suspicious about all the hands, but i didn't think much of it. what you said makes a lot of sense, and i think this is why i never lost hope in seungho from the beginning. i hope in the future, nakyum will be able to know seungho's past and help him through it
Omg i must be an idiot why didnt i make this connection??? I saw the hands and im like??? This makes so much sense and probably the reason why he grew up all promiscuous and i suppose to some extent addicted to sex?
I can't move on from SH's past. People always had this theory that he was abused but I was the one denying it. I preferred to believe he was a victim of conversion therapy and was locked down and beaten rather then r*ped. But it seems he was indeed sexually abused by not only one but many old men. All under the consent of his father. It's just heartbreaking and very dark. The story is getting deep and quite disturbing. That panel of SH laying next to a sleeping NK and holding his stomach after his nightmare is terrible. We've never seen him so vulnerable and fragile. I could not help but remember his sentence: "If I killed them all and myself, would that be easier?". It literally shattered my heart.