adorable and natsumi-chan! + regarding kazuaki's job

akaitossi March 19, 2016 3:14 pm

this manga is so incredibly adorable. i've re-read it plenty of times, and it still gives me the warm and happy feelings. so many people are upset with kira-kun for continuing his job as an av actor (or as many as you so bluntly put, a porn actor). personally, i never really thought something like that was wrong because:
a. kazuaki himself clearly stated he doesn't want kira-kun to quit his job. if kazuaki is alright with being with kira-kun while he has the job, then that's wonderful. he trusts kira-kun loads. plus, he loves that side of kira-kun (the side that loves his job because in more ways than one, he got his dream job as an actor).
b. in the end, kazuaki dreamed of their future- a future where kira-kun is still there with him, supporting him with a bouquet of roses. this proves that kira-kun's job does nothing that could affect their relationship negatively (and even if kazuaki got jealous, he did ask for kira-kun to 'comfort' him).
c. kira-kun is clearly in love with kazuaki. kazuaki was the first to make him feel what it felt to really 'make love' with your true love. despite being able to know his bed partners (and av colleagues') weak spots, no one really did found his until he made love with kazuaki. kazuaki did nothing, he didn't find his weak spots or weakened his knees when kazuaki gave him a fellatio and such, but kazuaki did give him warmth and a fullfilled heart.
d. kira-kun had his own chapter, where he stated that "if my job is my way of living, then everything else belongs to you". this being said, kira-kun's job and his personal relationships are all separate (excluding the fact kira-kun annoyed everyone on set, saying it was a fated meeting he had with kazuaki). his job is his way of living, it isn't as if he's married to the job or he's in love with sex and loves his job. it's a way he goes through everyday, doing something that's his dream job (and i'm super jealous since i want my dream job to come true, too). many disagree, saying that their loved one is only suppose to have sex with them and such. that's true, for all of you who are easily jealous or have a temper or is simply possessive but kazuaki, even though he was jealous, is a matured adult who is understanding and knows where is his place (which is on the same pedestal as kira-kun's dream job a.k.a his number one, probably). above all, he is incredibly supportive of kira-kun. besides, their relationship isn't based on physical things and possessiveness. they know how to separate work and their personal lives. this relationship? is stable. it's amazingly stable, and is probably the relationship everyone dreams of (namely me).
and, who else here wants a story for natsumi-chan? she's an amazing side character in here, and i think she deserves a boyfriend or a girlfriend (whichever her preference is).

Responses
    akaitossi March 19, 2016 3:15 pm

    oh, i meant kira-kun's* job in the title!

    Black Shadow March 30, 2016 10:05 pm

    This!! I thought the exact same thing!! I think they have a beautiful relationship and I think that their relationship was able to become so stable and full of trust is because 1. They communicated and Kazu told Kira honestly he was jealous so there was never a misunderstanding and 2. They didn't start with a physical relationship and didn't need sex necessary to convey their feelings. And I totally agree this is a dream relationship! ヾ(☆▽☆)