So this is the story..

I read this manga first, I didn't know that there was a story about the abusive seme, but I’ve always wondered what happened with him. In the beginning I thought that he really was mean, but when he asks Yumi to never go back to him, to that place, I realized that he couldn’t be a bad guy, someone bad would kill him for saying another men's name in his presence, something was off.
After a few months pass by I read Renai Rubi no Tadashii Furikata and in the beginning i didn’t recognize the characters, but in the end I remembered and came here to read Sabita Yoru Demo Koi wa Sasayaku once more, and this time all made sense. I cried with this story, and sometimes we criticize without knowing what really is happening.
The both were suffering, and the both went to the end, they reach the limit of hurting itself and each other. Sometimes we hurt other people because we simply do nothing until is too late, we stood watching it all happen or even worse we accept what happens as normal, as if nothing could be done about it. For me this manga is about that, is about acceptance and breaking free of itself.
Very beautiful, very sad….very touching. Love sensei’s work.ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

If you didn't read yet, read Azami, it's the beginning of the abuse, how all started.

Just done reading Azami so there's still behind Kan-chan story he he.. Now I understand why he became so violent ( I really like him though haha love the way the author drew him) ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Thanks by the way. :)

You’re welcome…
I really like him too, one of my favorites.
He is so beautiful, sad and pitiful but even so he is cool, and a fighter he doesn't quit.
(づ￣ ³￣)づლ(´ڡ`ლ)