I was crying hard upon reading the chapter. I know how it feels to beg for someone to stay like Raymond did, and I also know how it hurts to leave even though I did not want to just like Ian. It hurts to be in any of their position, especially when you've fallen hard & pour your whole heart for them. It hurts because, no one really knows whether it's a good or bad decision to just let it that way. You'll only know when the future finally comes. But the journey to that future will be the one that will keep you up late at night, thinking of what could have been, thinking whether you'll survive the pain or not.
I was crying hard upon reading the chapter. I know how it feels to beg for someone to stay like Raymond did, and I also know how it hurts to leave even though I did not want to just like Ian. It hurts to be in any of their position, especially when you've fallen hard & pour your whole heart for them. It hurts because, no one really knows whether it's a good or bad decision to just let it that way. You'll only know when the future finally comes. But the journey to that future will be the one that will keep you up late at night, thinking of what could have been, thinking whether you'll survive the pain or not.
Wishing Ian & Raymond both freedom and happiness.