Wow she's living my life... Just that I don't have a ML or friends or ppl or... Yeah... Bu...

Yesterday I slept 19 hours.
(づ￣ ³￣)づ

Then I’ll be the friend! First of all you shouldn’t sleep for 19h it’s unhealthy and bad for your Brian. You should sleep for 8h at best maybe 6h if u don’t have time. Second you should listen to music and dance to it(it’s like exercise),drink warm tea(green tea is the best in the morning). Third u should go out and get more sunlight to be healthy. Fourth you should talk to people online or outside,make friends yk. It’s hard to make friend but you gotta push yourself to your limits. Finally be CONFIDENT trust me confidence is the key. And if you’re sad cry,scream,write about it. It’s help and if you think smt making you depressed erase it from existence:)

If only it was that easy lol

Haha yes, but the gesture was sweet enough to let me smile^^

Prob is, if you are afraid of ppl and getting panic in get togethers.
So you rly want to be alone.
But you still feel alone...
Stupid human brain is stupid :)

Thank you^^
It don't help, but gave me a nice feeling to read :D

I don't understand how people can sleep for so long I barely can sleep for 1 hour ┗( T﹏T )┛

Yes I understand you, I an relate to the part where people are just bothersome they make me so tired everytime. I would rather be alone but I still feel lonely but only when I'm sad or want cuddles because their warm so I need to get a ml too to get cuddles.

Exactly!
I just don't know why it's like that.
As a child, I wanted to be loved by everyone.
But more than one time ppl tell me, how much they hated me, because I was to clingy.
So I was getting less clingy, still I was hated and more stuff happens.
Than, the panic attacks begin as soon as someone approached me.

Yeah, it's hard, so I understand you. I'm sorry, that you feel the same or at least, similar as me.
Please know, you should still try to love yourself, or something like that x...x