Ah, this story is bad for my heart. Just like the MC is grew up in an environment where m...

Ah, this story is bad for my heart.

Just like the MC is grew up in an environment where married people considered each other like enemies but they didn't divorce. As a result, I am now at 24 yo, and I never felt in love with anyone my whole life. nonetheless, I don't believe in love at all. I got attached to people in my past relationships, but I never felt in love with any of them and I always ends up breaking up with them whenever I start feeling that I am getting too attached. I always felt bad for the people who dated me because no matter how much I try, I don't seem to fall in love with them. My relationships later more than 2 years every time but I always end up stopping it when it becomes way too serious for me.

I understand the FL, but she got Leo whom she has feeling for, but knowing of Yelena's (or whatever her name is) existance, she tries to take her distance from him.

Leo on the other hand, enjoyed the FL's presence and even grew to like her, but he was shocked how easily a relationship can end, and spent 3 years regretting not stopping her. In his mind, she was perfect, so if she broke up with him, there something that must have been wrong with him. He worked hard to get her back, but he is a honest kid and couldn't stop himself from talking to her once he saw her at the party. But as much as he liked her, he didn't seem to know her that much .... Unlike Zion. While Leo headed back to the party, Zion went to the carriage knowing she will want to leave.
He is very attentive towards her, but is a very calculating person. It's hard to know what he is thinking of.

The blond guy isn't on the cover, I guess he won't be a major party in the story ?