I guess Charlize need to learn it the hard way that revenge and using people will not be o...

maychan April 18, 2021 2:47 pm

I guess Charlize need to learn it the hard way that revenge and using people will not be okay or give anyone happiness
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    Ice31 April 18, 2021 3:58 pm

    I don’t think she’s looking for happiness, I don’t think she knows what that is. If it’s even possible for her. I think emotions are something that’s not very easy for her.

    I guess after being loyal and trust then bitterly abused and betrayed. Being treated as less than human, being fed crystals and losing her body bit by bit while feeling agonizing pain of her body literally turning into a sword...

    Then being used to murder everyone who knew of the ritual, her family who acceptance she desperately desired and basically everyone else she’s ever known or cared for..

    The continuation of taking innocent lives for 400 years for the imperial family generation after generation even though her voice was heard her pleas were utterly ignored. Everyone calling her an evil sword when she had no free will...

    That kind of trauma makes someone mentally and emotionally off.

    She doesn’t realize her student is in love with her.

    That her trying to find him a marriage partner hurt him.

    She doesn’t get the concept; she dense because she never experienced love or anyone caring about her truly.

    She was always treated as a thorn or tool to use, it’s hard to expect a person who was never given nor shown compassion or kindness to understand how a life should truly be treated.

    To say she’ll learn the hard way is a bit cruel considering her back story.

    I think she suffered a great deal already.

    I hope her heart will be able to heal from the immersed pain she is and has been in.

    maychan April 18, 2021 9:32 pm
    I don’t think she’s looking for happiness, I don’t think she knows what that is. If it’s even possible for her. I think emotions are something that’s not very easy for her. I guess after being loyal a... Ice31

    again she needs to learn it the hard way. even if she does not know love and does not know about her student love, turning him into Tyrant won't solve anything. even if you try to think about it in a logical way, her way of revenge on all the country is kinda stupid and does not make sense.

    she already kills enough people as a sword anyway, why does she need to kill more using someone else? what will that solve or prove? nothing really ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ she just being stupid. and I get she suffers a lot but her revenge is kinda dumb. instead of taking revenge on the ones who hurt her in the past, she taking revenge on the whole country and people that didn't do anything to her, it isn't their fault she becomes a sword.

    I guess we wait until she learns how dumb she is now.

    Ice31 April 18, 2021 11:23 pm
    again she needs to learn it the hard way. even if she does not know love and does not know about her student love, turning him into Tyrant won't solve anything. even if you try to think about it in a logical wa... maychan

    You can deem it as dumb and pointless.

    In reality she is just hurt and misguided.

    She felt alone and abandoned by all.

    Her faith in humanity has been twisted and distorted.

    Does it means her actions are logical or justifiable for this timeline of course not

    The crime hasn’t been committed yet but if she waited the possibility of that ill fate still lingers. She was living in torment for so long it’s still very real to her. She still dreams of it.

    Yes she will eventually discover the hard truth that the cycle of killing and treating others like objects will only create an perpetual loop of ongoing pain.

    Will she have regrets taking this path? Of course she will if she has any conscience.

    Could she who came back from hell done anything differently after her immediate return? Of course not. She’s blinded by pain and fear wrapped in a detachment. Killing or being treated like an objects is all she knows...

    Originally her student (the ML)was destined to be a Tyrant after the death of his mother, he destroyed the imperial palace; he had his brother as a puppet king while he pulled the strings and had all the power that’s why she chose to teach him in the first place.

    Not knowing love nor affection plays a big part in her actions. She has no self awareness, she’s still haunted by the ghost of her past life.

    If your cries were ignored and you were used to take countless lives for hundreds of years by different users, generation after generation... Hundreds probably thousands of people wielded her in that timeline, each one holding her can hear her voice. Resentment is only natural, she wasn’t hurt by one but many. Wanting revenge and a whole country to fall is not right though understandable

    I think her real wish is to prevent such a tragedy from ever happening to anyone again but I don’t think that truth hasn’t fully set in yet.

    maychan April 19, 2021 12:08 am
    You can deem it as dumb and pointless.In reality she is just hurt and misguided.She felt alone and abandoned by all.Her faith in humanity has been twisted and distorted. Does it means her actions are logical or... Ice31

    there are many people that got hurt by pain, again I get she suffer for a long time. and I do feel bad she has to suffer like this but her pain isn't any bigger than others and others won't go that shit crazy like her or they turn their pain into something better. she could have being the best teacher to teach the knights and the prince.

    I'm not expecting anything that deep, but not as dumb as her logic. for someone as "smart" plotwise as her, she sure is very dumb. and that my problem with this plot that trying to make her look "smart" while she was actually very dumb. I don't know anymore ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    LatteGratte April 19, 2021 12:50 am

    Well. She gets what’s coming to her. :)

    LatteGratte April 19, 2021 12:51 am

    Of course, the ending is happy, but there’s some struggle to get to that ending. Dylan is involved.

    maychan April 19, 2021 10:56 am
    Well. She gets what’s coming to her. :) LatteGratte

    I guess but I wish she had a little more logic ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭