Soo.... Anyone knows how it ends? I couldn't resist and went through the raws in one sitt...

Can you spoil some (=・ω・=)

So the story doesn't disappoint. It doesn't turn all fluffy happy and the MC isn't magically healed by the power of looove.
He develops a strong relationship with these two guys, a cop and a dude he met at the gay pub. His relationship with the blond dude is sexual from the beginning. With the cop he becomes friends and then it gets sexual too.
MC is struggling a lot, he's spiralling in the trauma and experiences a lot of severe ptsd, he's constantly reminded of what happened and can't get his abuser out of his head. It looks like he becomes seriously addicted to sex too as a way to cope. It's not all angst, he has many good moments with these two guys and story seems to get a bit more humorous, I guess it's a comic relief. They even meet all together at some point and hang out (Mc and his two oartners) and I think his partners are a bit jealous of each other.
From what I could tell, they develop strong attachment to MC. And they all have own issues, our MC isn't the only one who struggles here and deals with a lot of sh*t. In a way, they do help each other. But it looks like MC can't really get over his own trauma and it gets worse.
It escalates at some point. But his partners don't abandon him, they struggle, but stick around. It also looks like he stays in a good relationship with his ex wife.
Towards the end, I'm not entirely sure what triggers him, but he loses it. I won't write how it ends, unless you want me to spoil further! ;)

I'm sorry if anyone feels spoiled! I thought the beginning of my reply would be hidden, I hope this short sentence didn't spoil things for you. I guess it is to be expected that this story won't be fluffy, so hopefully it's all good.

Spoil me further! Please

Spoil me too

Tbh, I’m one of those who actually like spoilers, so that I can get into the story more ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ and I’d really like to know if it ends with the mc choosing only one of them, or as them as a 3p or just mc doing whatever he wants without having a partner lol

I totally get you! I'm the same lol
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So, like I mentioned, the end of the story was a bit confusing to me and I'm not entirely sure how it ended exactly. I feel like there were some things left for interpretation (or that's also because I didn't understand everything), but it looks like the guys teamed up to find(?) mc after he went mia and off the radar in his despair. He also had another interaction with that rapist bastard after the latter was let out of jail.
It looks like mc had some sort of closure. And the last chapter is him seemingly happy, riding a bike and possibly free from the trauma. He looks back and there are two people that we can't see, they're holding bags with groceries (?) and walk towards mc.
So, maybe that's pur guys and they still hang out together? Sorry... My explanation is very messy as I didn't understand the ending well. I think the details are in the dialogue and his narrative

Check out my other comment! :)

Were those two guys holding the grocery(?) bags the ones in the cover? I wanna ask again to confirm
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Sorry for a stupid question but how do you translate the rates?

Sorry for a stupid question but how do you translate the raws

I mean, that's what I assumed, but I'm not sure! Like I said, I don't know exactly how it ended and if that's them in the last chapter, sorry!

Yes! they are the two guys of the cover (⌒▽⌒)

Thank you for the confirmation! Do you know a bit more about the ending? Of you know some more info, please do share! I'm curious if he was able to forgive his abuser and that's how he healed? And if he's still in touch with these two guys since he looked back at them?

If you want I could give you the raw :3
However, in my opinion he manages to forgive his rapist and goes on with his life together with the two boys.

(I know the protagonist continues to see each other with the two guys thanks to the tweets of the creator)

Raw: https://tkor.onl/%EC%9A%B0%EB%A1%9C%EB%B3%B4%EB%A1%9C%EC%8A%A4

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I just noticed that you have already read the raws, so nevermind ahahah

Ahhh, thank you so much for the confirmation!!
I personally felt like a clear implication that they continued relationship was missing from the last chapter. I assumed that maybe it's implied in the text, which I couldn't read. Thanks for letting me know that the author confirmed it!

You're welcome