This story hurts too much because this exactly connects to me and my experience of 4 years...

thiccntiny April 19, 2021 6:06 am

This story hurts too much because this exactly connects to me and my experience of 4 years of depression (still ongoing). I too am a teacher. I have experience teaching and smiling on my lows and crying on my own after the day ends. It's really exhausting. Especially when everyone misses the signs that you needed someone there to be with you, to comfort you. It's like, you are under the water, struggling, reaching out for something to hold, and trying to gasp for air even though it stings and it feels like your lungs are burning. I hope Jiri will get well soon!

Responses
    poppylad April 19, 2021 7:35 am

    u ok?

    MochiYomi♥ April 19, 2021 7:39 am

    Hey nooo, if you're aware something is wrong please ask for help, I'm sure there's at least one person who cares for you. I wish you the best, please eat well and drink lots of water, sleep well, take care :(

    thiccntiny April 19, 2021 5:40 pm
    Hey nooo, if you're aware something is wrong please ask for help, I'm sure there's at least one person who cares for you. I wish you the best, please eat well and drink lots of water, sleep well, take care :( MochiYomi♥

    I'm in process of healing ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~, a year ago, I had to quit my job even though I was offered a promotion. A year ago, I was officially diagnosed with severe depression and Depersonalisation Disorder. Good thing is, I got an emotional support dog, I feel safe inside my house. But I need more time since I still get anxiety attacks whenever I meet people who are difficult to handle. I still get anxiety attacks when I'm around a lot of people, especially when I do not know a lot of them. But at least I'm no longer at the stage that I need to hide them all inside. My family finally know my condition and although they do not know how to deal with my anxiety attacks, they try to make up with it whenever they can. (▰˘◡˘▰)

    thiccntiny April 19, 2021 5:42 pm
    u ok? poppylad

    Yes beastie? I'm in the process of healing ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ I hope you're fine as well ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    thiccntiny April 19, 2021 5:43 pm

    I prolly should write my story too ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ maybe it'll help relieve the trauma of my past. (▰˘◡˘▰) although, it could bring bad memories as well ( ̄∇ ̄")

    MochiYomi♥ April 19, 2021 6:01 pm
    I'm in process of healing ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~, a year ago, I had to quit my job even though I was offered a promotion. A year ago, I was officially diagnosed with severe depression and Depersonalisation Disor... thiccntiny

    That's great to hear! Congrats, you nice, keep going