I totally feel yashiro.. Bcuz there is ppl whom they wish happiness for others over themselves also they somehow feel like being Wiz him will make him suffer.. And I also afraid to open my heart and it may broken again.. Or like I don't want anyone to open my wound even I desperately want someone to come.... But still afraid... Afraid that if I let my guard down I would see how miserable I was and how I was in need to this... It will be too much for me...
And then what will happen if he didn't take it or like take responsibility and feel he was wrong that he can't Handel my misery and my greeve..and After I hardly open up... Now what can I do... My broken heart and soul that I tried so hard to collect them over years... Will vanish just like that... I will die..
No no.. I won't do that... So I will leave him
I think yashiro need time to relize his true love and need for domiki...
That domiki has to give him some time and space.. And act with the act of pull and push kindly... To show him that he capable of handling his past and present and future... And will. Make him forget all the misery and grieve and suffer... I like Sooo much the last chapter and how mature domiki became and his act....
I think if he continue on this phase.. He will get yashiro easily.. Like yashiro will surrender to his kindness and love.....
Some ppl don't need straightforward love... They need time that show the other person how he really serious and capable of their words
Wow.
I just finished this manga, and I'm actually speechless... This is unlike anything I've read before.
This story is absolutely engrossing, and captivating, it's like something so "wrong" that you can't rip your eyes away from. The disgust, fear, anger, happiness, pity, sadness, and coldness you feel while reading this piece is absolutely masterful. This author is one of a kinda, and I have SO MUCH admiration for their highly gruesome and beautiful writing.
I can't express how much I LOVE the thrill of this story, how you both love and hate all the characters to some extent. How you are thrown into reading and seeing some VERY graphic and sexually abusive relationships, and how the author immediately makes the reader uncomfortable but curious. Hell, I despised Yashiro at first when he planted cameras in Kuga & Kagayama's rooms, and I still don't know how I feel about him- he's so unbelievably broken (or rather, he's not broken but at least was broken and pieced together misshapenly) that I just want to give him a hug. I think what we all want is for him to find a way to open his heart up, to actually comprehend love and stop digging himself into a deeper hole/taking the easy way out. But I know it's that TORTURE we all feel that keeps us on our toes and keeps us reading. And honestly, that struggle with Yashiro's ability to comprehend love versus Doumeki who will absolutely not give up on Yashiro. And deep down while reading this you're praying they can finally fall in love and be happy, but you KNOW that will never happen. At least not easily. And you KNOW this relationship is far from perfectly healthy, even if it's love.
There are just SO MANY fascinating layers to this manga, and I could honestly go on forever about all aspects of it- but I'll keep it simple and wrap it up here: this piece, just like Yashiro, is so wonderfully beautiful, disturbing, and gruesome in so many ways that it makes the heart ache. Thank you, Author, for your dedication and hard work in creating and continuing this story.
(P.S. Nanahara deserves more recognition. Doumeki genuinely deserves so much better, and I have been compelled to literally throw hands with Yashiro for his sake. Mesumi scares me- creepy old man. Sugimoto is my favorite character.)
Anyways! I can't wait for the next chapter! Anyone who wishes to discuss this piece further feel free to comment! I love talking about and analyzing stories like these! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧