"I've never once been ashamed of my work" Hmm seems a bit contradictory, if he weren't as...

Amatiste April 22, 2021 12:24 pm

"I've never once been ashamed of my work"

Hmm seems a bit contradictory, if he weren't ashamed, why did he get all covered up in front of camera? Might as well bare his face as well...
Lots of porn actors don't conceal their faces tho

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    Sephielya April 22, 2021 12:31 pm

    Concealing his face has nothing to do with being ashamed. That's for identity and it's common for camming, for many reasons but mostly safety. I agree it's contradictory that he's not ashamed but I think he's more mad at thinking he's being judged.

    MadReader April 22, 2021 12:34 pm

    Hmm...could be privacy maybe? Lots of those porn stars you're talking about have a hard time blending in with society as anyone as they have that permanent porn star label attached to them for the rest of their lives...I once read an article with a few interviews in it...pretty sad~

    CGPT April 22, 2021 12:52 pm

    Yeah,, he says he's never been ashamed of his work and yet he goes all ballistic at his neighbor for finding out. Contradictory indeed

    Sephielya April 22, 2021 1:06 pm
    Yeah,, he says he's never been ashamed of his work and yet he goes all ballistic at his neighbor for finding out. Contradictory indeed CGPT

    Except he didn't yell at him for finding out. He was angry because he also makes good money but he thought that he was being looked down on for HOW he makes it. "You're just some guy that jacked off to my show" = you're the one giving me your money you're not special to me. Remember he actually really admired the author so he's upset that he thinks he's being looked down on. Being judged is annoying and I'd be upset if I felt that way too, doesn't mean he's ashamed.

    CGPT April 22, 2021 1:13 pm
    Except he didn't yell at him for finding out. He was angry because he also makes good money but he thought that he was being looked down on for HOW he makes it. "You're just some guy that jacked off to my show"... Sephielya

    He is ashamed though. He jumped to such conclusions all by himself. The guy didn't even say anything about dirty money or some shit. He's too conscious of people finding out even though he's saying he's not ashamed of his job. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    Amatiste April 22, 2021 1:23 pm
    He is ashamed though. He jumped to such conclusions all by himself. The guy didn't even say anything about dirty money or some shit. He's too conscious of people finding out even though he's saying he's not ash... CGPT

    Agreed, this is what I'm trying to convey, that reaction was rooted from insecurity, he ofc comparing his job to the respected author consciously or not, and felt inferior and judged, eventho the neighbor said nothing to mock him..
    that is at the end of the day, ashamed. Even his own words is condescending.
    And that's valid and logical, it's not a job he can talk upfront to anyone after all

    CGPT April 22, 2021 1:28 pm
    Agreed, this is what I'm trying to convey, that reaction was rooted from insecurity, he ofc comparing his job to the respected author consciously or not, and felt inferior and judged, eventho the neighbor said... Amatiste

    Yeah, but just to add to this. Prostitutes, call boys, live show boys/girls shouldn't be disparaged by society. They're just trying to earn for themselves. I have more respect for them than bums who live off of people.

    Sephielya April 22, 2021 1:36 pm

    LOL imagine perpetuating the myth that all sex workers are ashamed of what they do just because they get annoyed at people thinking they're better than them