I kind of relate to her, im that frustrating friend and it sucks because you dont wanna fe...

Right T-T even online when your talking to a bunch of people and then you see a few get closer and closer...

Yeah I really do relate to her on that frustrating feelings of feeling lonely because everyone is having fun even without me. It’s childish but at least I didn’t really act out childishly or like, throwing a big tantrum. tbh, I would most likely do those tho. Well. Yeah.

I guess I had that a while ago when I felt like my friends weren't actually my friends. It's turned out that that feeling was accurate since they couldn't care less when I was at my lowest, and after we started going to different schools I didn't feel like contacting them, and they didn't seem to care about that either. After a while I stopped caring and detached myself to the point that I'm now hesitant to get close to people. I guess what I'm trying to say is that if the past me were to read this, she'd relate to the mc in this case.

yea... I hold on to people alot yesterday I almost started crying because when I was younger (im realizing I was really lonely and talked to people alot online) there was one person I was really close to and considered an older brother, I looked back at the messages from years ago and realized how f^cking clingy I was....I remember people years after we stopped being friends and then I think how they probably dont even remember me..



And sorry im realizing you guys probably dont care and ill probs sound like a crybaby or something here ╥﹏╥

have the exact same problem and all the friends i have have had the same problem. turns out that people who’ve been through this shit are actually really fucking caring (at least from my experiences). they don’t ignore me and for once i’m not the first person to text every time. tho the friendship is still fresh so i’m scared it’s gonna get messed up again

No it's okay tho dont worry about it. We're strangers so i cant really judge what youve gone through and even i just to find somewhere to belong to and be wanted as much as i want to be with them :))

I do understand where your fear is coming from coz i experienced it too.i hope it turns out okay in your friendship.Making friends is so difficult tbh（￣へ￣）

Shhh you're all going to make me cry T-T

thanks:) and yeah it fucking sucks