i would say some therapy would really help maybe, im afraid u guys will have a hard pass tryibg to do it by urself. find a free online one that works with sexual assault survivors?? i wish u healing anyway
I was kinda in a similar position but instead of manipulating me and whispering shit like that in my ear, they used fear and I was stuck in the cycle from 9y/o to 12y/o
T^T
I Hope u got better and that chapter really was gross and it just made his backstory even more tragic so i cant imagine the pain u had to go thru.
you're very strong to have survived all that! im sure you will find ways to cope and be healthy. you can find other people online or irl who have been thru similar things, and that can give you hope for future healing. stay strong (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Im in the same situation the blone haired guy (im so srry i forgot his name >,<) is in.
Ive been around my sexual assulter for such a long time (from like 4 y/o to 8 y/o) and he told me similar things he told him like "you shouldnt get close to other people because youre already a gross person" and it really messed me up and it still does...
He said since ive been doing these gross things with him nobody will ever want to love you and i was basically stupid for doing so.
Id love to see how this goes and how he learned to handle this bc it gives me hope that i could finally find a way to cope from all this ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~