agree also think about the shock from the first life to the second life to the third life to realizing that it became a loop on the forth life but still wanting to give her family a chance on the fifth life and praying it would be different on the next and next life but then having it crushed repeatedly
i like how the author takes in account how her personality did take a huge shift but it wasnt something that happened on the second life or even the third life or forth... it happened through life and repeats until the snapping of the seventh life for her to finally lose it
I honestly get why it took 6 lives for her to snap on the 7th. It looks like a classic abuse victim story. The hold that family has on people can not be underestimated. For instance, so many women remain and even die in abusive marriages because the family tells them to stay. SO even when one is mistreated, they still undervalue their own judgement and rely on family for validation.
I truly love this story. Especially her having already committed revenge killing and moving on to a new chapter. I do hope the author will let us experience her seventh life in detail. I wanna see how she went on a killing spree. That would be glorious.