Responses
the way i see it is that he blamed himself at first but when the brother raped him and put the 100% blame on the MC he kinda started to believe it at some point even if he knew it wasn't true. he even tried to kill himself for all the guilt and pressure but the brother just didn't let him do it just to push him even harder. it became a routine after some time. something neither of them could run away from. ╥﹏╥
But I feel like the background story is not enough reason for the uke to suffer so much, he feels guilty and sad because the person that he loves died protecting him, but that’s not enough reason to protect and let the younger brother rape it’s just not. I dk, I just didn’t like that part of the story, I thought it would be better. I mean the guy was raped and physically hurt, and I was clearly an accident.