Listen up! You are about to be educated (not really)
This is actually a grammar placing words that made you confuse.
The translator are good translator but English's grammar are just plain confusing.
Let me rephrase the words and group them as what they are;
"Maybe it's because of the source of my life, the tear jewel was lost... I lost just the power the heal wounds." [dots are important as well, now try to say the sentence out loud according to the punctuation marks]
"Maybe it's because of the source of my life, [the tear jewel](is being referred as the source] was lost... I lost just the power the heal wounds."
The source of life for Ishuka = Tear Jewel
Power to heal wound = comes from tear jewel.
Ishuka is saying his source of life which is tear jewel is no longer there[more like cease to be useable thus disappear] thus he lost the power to heal wounds.
Why is he still alive? - simply because the tear jewel has long cured his sickness and death and extended his life to maybe about 20 more years ++++[thats why Blood is saying all that sweet stuff being with him and all til death]
The existence of tear jewel is no longer inside his body, which is the tear jewel is also the source of power to heal wound, Ishuka can no longer heal anybody but he'll live as a human as till other sickness comes along. The end.
@Mew Hey, thanks a big lot. It's easier to understand when you rephrase it that way. But still, so the jewel just disappeared AFTER the incident right? 'cause he has been able to purify Leo, he took an arm from Amace into homself, he made Kaiser back into flesh's form, his helped Blood making a barrier, his blood healed Wild, etc - all which happened before Kaiser's sealed (Although, he said, he heard the jewel broke before all those things happened... So, I wonder that it has been disappeared since that time or not)
(〜￣△￣)〜 oh, please enlighten me
Hey, thanks a big lot. It's easier to understand when you rephrase it that way. But still, so the jewel just disappeared AFTER the incident right? 'cause he has been able to purify Leo, he took an arm from Amace into homself, he made Kaiser back into flesh's form, his helped Blood making a barrier, his blood healed Wild, etc - all which happened before Kaiser's sealed (Although, he said, he heard the jewel broke before all those things happened... So, I wonder that it has been disappeared since that time or not)
(〜￣△￣)〜 oh, please enlighten me
Ah yes... this part.
Well, do you still remember the chapter where the jewel fell and Ishuka felt is or hear and even saw it? I think it was when he was held captive at the temple or something. I remember something him being alone at that time. Blood trying to go to him.
But the curing Wild thing, it's probably the last bits of the remnant of his ability. [I don't remember when he cured Wild, before or after the jewel broke]
Thats when the jewel stop working but the answer to your question about the arm, purification and also Kaiser is different.
What made Blood became a 'good' demon? What purify evil? The answer is not Ishuka. The answer is what lies in Ishuka's heart. I haven't reread this so I can't remember but do you know what would able the seal to be unbroken? Something as 'to feel something for someone' right. So it's sort of like 'love'. or maybe it is 'love'. Basically its a message, with love, even the most evillest thing could be purify. With the heart that could love, even what once evil, could become good.
Love this mangaka because she makes this subtle messages for you to try understand throughout the process of reading.
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Oh yes, it requires a lot of understanding. I just finished reading through it all night, so I'm sure my timeline is accurate. Things happened like; the jewel broke, Ishuca's heart started beating again --> Pii chan helped him realised --> his heart stopped beating again --> He got back, purified Leo, gave his healing blood to Rapunzel ---> Kaiser's sealing incident (which his power was used with barriers) --> Amace wounded Blood --> he took an arm from Amace --> He said the jewel was lost and that "I lost just(only) the power to heal wound" /// So, maybe he hasn't lost other abilities like purification. Dunno. This is really like a LOTR in shounen-ai manga version ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Please, there is this bit that keeps bothering my mind about Ishuca's power when he said "Maybe it's because of the source of my life, the tear jewel was lost. I lost just the power the heal wounds." (and I guess that only happened after the sealing incident, since it's Blood's wound on his right eye that became a scar."
- what is this "source" of his life? // isn't it tear jewel itself?
- why is it related with how the tear jewel was lost?
- was it lost as in "disappeared"? or was it just its healing power that was lost?
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I'm really lost with this line... Cannot connect its meaning, please explain ╥﹏╥