Speaking my feelings- also mentioning the raws

FreedomEXL May 16, 2021 9:19 pm

I’ve kept up to date with the raws and ffs, my heart cries for Jaehee each time;-; Like, baby Dojun’s been through so much with that shitbag Uncle of his that he had to live with after his family passed away (his uncle is probably by blackmailing him about that import exam final-year high school students write in Korea and demanding Dojun perform well) but the whole time, he doesn’t want to get close to Jaehee because he doesn’t want him to get entangled in that blackmailing mess- so he’s rude and harsh to him to the point he (Jaehee) cried on that fateful snowy day. They both cried that day- it’s so heartbreaking;-;

It hurts because as much as I empathize with Dojun and why he is the way he is, the simple fact that he loves Jaehee (He even broke down and chased after Jaehee in the raws bc he didn’t want Jaehee to take his tie(Jaehee’s tie) back bc it was the only thing Dojun had left of him) but the constant hurting of Jaehee’s feelings by harshly denying consistently is so painful to me;-;

When I imagine someone I love and someone I know who loves me too but doesn’t want to admit it- I feel hurt. Jaehee’s so strong for sticking to it- for fighting for the love and life he wants with Dojun- I just hope he doesn’t break himself in the process;-;

I wonder if when Jaehee finally breaks down infront of Dojun because it hurts, what will happen? I hope he won’t let his stubbornness stop him from comforting him or just simply being more open as well;-;

In ch 16 when Dojun was mouthing “I like you” it felt so intense as if he felt more pleasure because he said it;-;

I just want them to be happy together! I’m so excited for more of them and their development even tho I know I’ll be crying for them;-;

Responses
    pooh bear May 17, 2021 12:56 am

    thank you!! people are really shitting on dojun in the comments which is funny because he's better than a lot of BL leads out there

    FreedomEXL May 17, 2021 4:09 am
    thank you!! people are really shitting on dojun in the comments which is funny because he's better than a lot of BL leads out there pooh bear

    He is! He’s just a complex person but even so, he’s faithful to Jaehee

    Ur average wierdo fujoshi May 18, 2021 6:24 pm

    Omg i just read the raws..idk korean but im still crying poor baby dojun...and jaheee too but my fav charecter in thjs is dojun i simp for him hard...poor baby dojun

    BalmungFezalion May 19, 2021 2:09 pm

    I finished the raws too and oh boiii i feel so bad for dojun and when he cried it just broke my heart. Both of them are faithful to each other despite all of what happened.

    BACKOFF May 20, 2021 3:52 pm

    Basing in your spoiler, I think my heart hurts more for Dojun, the sacrifice is too much to handle for my fragile heart. I also think, Jaehee knows deep inside the reason why that's why he's not giving up.

    FreedomEXL May 20, 2021 5:39 pm
    Basing in your spoiler, I think my heart hurts more for Dojun, the sacrifice is too much to handle for my fragile heart. I also think, Jaehee knows deep inside the reason why that's why he's not giving up. BACKOFF

    When you used the word “sacrifice” the word had so much weight to it that yet again and even more than before, my heart aches for Dojun;-; You’re right, thank you!

    Ur average wierdo fujoshi May 20, 2021 5:44 pm
    When you used the word “sacrifice” the word had so much weight to it that yet again and even more than before, my heart aches for Dojun;-; You’re right, thank you! FreedomEXL

    poor baby dojun:((╯°Д °)╯╧╧