I can relate.
When I think of a man I think of a man named asami because he is a fine specimen
right!!??? since i saw asami im in love with dilfs and have so much expectations towards men.
Oh my gosh same I just wanna man like him tall wide shoulders and a director of a ceo my cup of tea
I mean young director of a CEO
this is the first yaoi that i ever started and it was the best decision of my life