
I'm a STRAIGHT female, but DAMN sometimes I DON'T just want to be A GUY... I want to be A GAY GUY!! I want to be a VERSATILE GAY GUY who can both TOP when I need to "be in control," and BOTTOM when my partner gets "aggressive and does what he wants" lol!
But, since I can't be a gay guy, I'm GLAD God made me a STRAIGHT FEMALE because DAMN DO I LOVE GUYS!!! (≧∀≦) It's almost like a drug addiction!
And I'm not talking about "BOYS" like the majority of the douchebags out there that fuck around with EVERYTHING and never take anything seriously, all while being wimpy, whiny, cowardly, immature, selfish, self-centered, and chant the mantra "real men don't cry."
I'm talking about, the MEN, that will just randomly tell me I'm beautiful, even though I know already, just to let me know he's thinking about me and he ADORES me - NOT because he just wants to get laid!
I'm talking about the GUYS, that PROTECT THEIR WOMAN when she's in a moment of weakness or pain, but ALSO know when to back up and LET THEIR LADY SHINE, WITHOUT letting their sense of pride, ego, and "manliness" get threatened by HER STRENGTH!
THOSE are the MEN that I'm OBSESSED WITH! The protective-yet-lenient, strong-yet-gentle, powerful-yet-understanding, on-guard-yet-relaxed, reserved-yet-expressive, guys, who know how to knuckle down yet aren't afraid to cry, and who "know what they want," yet also "keep an open mind."
And THAT, is why I am PROUD to be a WOMAN, and why I am SO THANKFUL that I can oggle, gawk, "SQUEE!," fangirl, blush, and "KYAAH!" at ALL THE GUYS I WANT, without any social judgment, stigma, or condemnation! And I hope that one day, my fellow gay guys can feel the same sense of satisfaction in love that I already so thankfully, gladly, and freely experience right now! (▰˘◡˘▰)
-Shadow
I'm a bisexual female, but when I see some of these characters it make me wish I were a man!
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