https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
^ a fkn rollercoaster
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_childhood_friend_was_a_god/
^ never wanted to sacrifice my own life for a manga character buT HERE WE ARE
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_ni_ienai_koto_ga_aru/
^ this is angsty but so so good
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/
^ right person wrong time
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mou_ichido_nando_demo/
^seme got amnesia and forgot uke - stabbed me right wehere it hurts
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitori_to_hitori_no_3650nichi/
^ the emotion the drama the PAAAAIN
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/1866/
^ THE AUTHOR REALLY SAID HOPE IT HUUUUURT
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/utakata_no_uroko/
^ THIS ONE TOO I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE HAPPY AND THE GOT HIT IN THE FACE WITH A FAT ONE
Thank youuu if you know more please do recommend i want to read it
Please rec me some heavy sad bl webtoon or manga or manhua either it was he or be i'm in the mood to bawl my eyes out, thank you