Have you given therapy a shot? I have struggled with depression most of my life but after finding the right therapist for me and making as many changes as I could in order to feel better the depressive episodes became manageable, even when the really lows come, now I manage to remember that this hopelessness and numbness will eventually fade, of course the doggo child and marrying my best friend also helps, so try to hang in there and open yourself to the possibility of good things and people coming your way ^^
yea this is late but, yea i gave it a shot and it helped. I stopped having it 3 years ago, but I'm still good. Way better than I was before (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I'm not scared of death, when my time comes I'll happily go. But sometimes I want to speed up the process and just get it over with. it feels like im stuck in life, I don't have the desire to feel happy anymore, I don't have a desire for love, nor do I have the desire for friendship. It just feel's pointless at this point, should I just go? no, that means I would be leaving my dog. When she goes, I'll go.