Don't worry. I feel that exactly way about myself too. I've always wanted someone that would want to do stuff like that to me but I'll just cry about it cuz I knew that wouldn't ever happen. I want to believe that there are someone for me but somehow I can't. So, I'm depressed as hell now cuz of this quarantine. So ,you are not alone that are living like this.
Correction: "So, you are not the only one that are living like this."
This makes me (╥﹏╥) Feeling lonely really can't be helped but please don't worry and feel bad about yourself when it's something made much worse by the situation. I generally don't want to date but then I think of hugs and headpats and it makes me sad T^T I'm really sure there's someone for those who want someone and the best we can do rn is talk to people online, read fluffy content and wait for the worst to get over :'(
Also, is that chongyun in your pfp? Are you a chongyun main in genshin
Hahaha about that... I'm not currently, I'm just in love with his cuteness so I started using his pictures in social media's. But I'll eventually build him and use him frequently cuz I don't have his materials rn and I'm so lazy to gather all of it. Maybe after 1.6 released, I'll using him and leveling him up. Rn I'll just gather all his materials.
Yeah actually. I've been doing that and can maintain myself from feeling lonely. I can somehow relate to the ones I'm reading like got rejected from people. I'm still suffering from that trauma. I've always regret liking people romantically ever since. I just need some hugs or headpats like you do but I think it'll just make my hopes up. Ahhh ╥﹏╥
Correction: "Maybe after 1.6 got released, I'll start using him and levelling him up"
Mhm, I'm glad to hear that but I hope the rejections
don't get you too down though :'0 it's rarely your fault or issue, things just don't turn out well. I hope you take your own time and overcome it! Fighting~!
Agreed!!! I main him with beidou right now and he's adorableeee. Good luck gathering his materials, it's easy enough up to my level 60 T^T
Quarantine making me feel lonely as hell that now I'm emo over the smallest things "Pat me, cuddle me, hold my hand"?? I'm sobbing pls