I'm also glad that Lewis is free from his suffering and spent his last days with someone who genuinely cared for him, Dr. Ai.
In another life like Lewis said, maybs he'll be happy with Dr. Ai and Jiang also agreed with this (when he visited the cementery where Lewis's parents are buried)~ that he shouldn't have brought this misfortune to Lewis.. Im really sorry to everyone if I disappointed you with anything that I've said
I agree
I actually agree with you wholeheartedly. He has done so much towards Lewis and caused him a lot of pain. I am also softhearted so compared to the 10 years they’ve been together plus 4 years of cheating Jiang did...he basically lost all his time to atone for his sins. He lost the time that he could ask for forgiveness and will just wander around the world living in regret and loathing himself for what he’s done. Maybe I’m just a sucker for people who actually realize what they’ve done even if it’s too late. If he didn’t repent as he did now, I would have no remorse for him at all but seeing him suffer and even waiting for Lewis to come back...pretending like it’s a dream that he is actually gonna come back. Idk it hurts me more than it should be hurting me :’)
But I know all of us cant forgive nor forget of how he maltreated his husband. I don't either and I don't like him. Im sorry for being soft hearted but it pained me, of how he couldn't suffer nor beg for forgiveness infront of him because they didnt see each other again. Its so sad that he was ignorant and he found out the disease that Lewis has been injuring far too late. YES I agree he would have been happier with Dr. Ai, I guess I kinda pitied Jiang, even though he was cruel. I literally also cried reading the letter and when he started to reminisce their memories. It's so sad that he couldn't repent for his sins. I kinda liked him, Jiang, especially when they were still students. He was just like Dr. Ai before except that he was blinded by his company and sex buddies. I'm really soft hearted even if someone did something bad, so I won't mind if people or some of you may hate me, for this is how I really felt towards this story. And I can say that no one can top this because ever since chapter 1 I've been crying like a btch.