It doesn’t matter how strong he was and they tell you his body was breaking down/not as strong as it used to be and he didn’t die I’m vain he gave his servant a goodbye kiss and would miss them I don’t think they only took the servants memories because of the situation but because the death of Ryan would be to hard on him but he knew he would die and did it anyways his death was not in vain, atleast not to me
Even if he didn’t die saving everyone he probably would have died soon after Yk but I do wish he didn’t die because I was interested in their side story wish we coulda seen them fall in love more
But it is still unfair to end his story... I know he was breaking, weakening and had no way to survive but still how can they make him disappear so easily .. and that one kiss does not change the fact that Christoph had to lose the memory of the one he loved (〜￣△￣)〜
Sigh!!
Christoph would have probably tortured himself even if Ryan did live he would feel way to nervous/guilty to be in a relationship with Ryan and honestly it makes me angry nothing happened between the two but silent loves suits them look at their personality.
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Girl I cried when Ryan died ╥﹏╥
I cried too... that is why I can't accept the ending ╥﹏╥
I am not satisfied with Ryan's affair tho. In some point I thought he is the mc here but no. Author throws him like nothing. He figured out everything by himself and protected everyone but why did he die in vain? Was he not the strongest enough to break down all the introns!? He even survived from that vs solution.. augh man I am so furious you know. He was distressed indeed but he does had the family. And he has Christoph, who gave up everything for just to stay with him. Lmao author left me with nothing.. I was so much simping for them too... authors didn't just leave him me with a sunk ship they destroyed it with no trace at all
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