So like I dropped this shi coz her droopy eyes pissed me off and she was always spineless ...

honestly i think the latest chapter would annoy you ;-;

well damn

I think you should, i read a spoiler that after she gets better and stop mourning over her mother she starts becoming stronger by figuring out whoes trying to kill her and makes some allies as well. Her kindness might seem annoying but shes trying to treat people with generosity. Her personality will switch from kind to icy cold like the way she treated her father