Just my opinion don't hate me lol

I wasn't gonna write this but I'm just so confused to how a story that's 90% rape was able to get a 9+ rating like?? I'm a very "if you don't like it don't read it" person but I believe some constructive criticism is needed.

First of all, romance-wise, this is frikkin terrible the seme has been a homophobic asshole from the start he abuses the uke and treats him like trash simply because he is a man and tells him to get raped, then proceeds to rape the uke countless of times using his status and power to weaken him. Whenever he resists he don't give a fuck and just forces him with brute strength a lot and has the audacity to wonder why he hates him. The uke nearly committed suicide (by biting his wrist because biting your wrist deeply is a way to commit suicide by rupturing the veins) and yetttt despite all his hatred for him he's suddenly all "Omggg I still love you in the end " HUH??!!! Like wtf. Yall kept saying "oh well he's a changed man in the end" even when he does nothing to make up for his terrible treatment to him like for example BJ Alex one of my fave mangas ever the seme was an asshole too at the start who was only using the uke for his benefit but he's able to make up for him with his ACTIONS and commitment not just suddenly be like "Sorry for being a complete asshole and raping you multiple times but yayyy let's be a happy family" like what. This isn't a romance at all, straight up manipulation and getting seduced by pheromones. The only good thing about this is the art its BEAUTIFUL and its a shame the story had to be this way. Its literally romanticising rape as his it's something that should be easily forgiven.

I don't hate this story don't get me wrong I just wanted to voice my thoughts about it. I just don't know how this got that high of a rating that's all.