And this is why I don't particularly like reading shoujo fmc mangas

I get attached to the male interests, especially childhood friends (I like Luka more tbh, I like the sunny boi type more than the cold/limited facial expressions ones), and I dislike the mc the more chapter there is because of their obliviousness, typical happy go lucky attitude, ultra-positive thinking, plus I feel wiered shipping the mc in this manga to either of the two bois because she keeps on reminding us/mentioning that sh is already quite older on the inside but can't detect them fighting over her