Same here. Jaehan was asshole and fucked up. But i guess now is his redemption moment. He's pitiful
Heegyeom owes a piece of Jaehan now. He can hurt someone who has done terrible things to other people and it's a question of is Heegyeom that type of person? Maybe he wasn't until he realised what Jaehan did.
Part of me hopes Heegyeom has real feelings for Jaehan but the truth is, in reality, Jaehan shouldn't be forgiven. Jaehan destroyed Heegyeom's dreams and messed with his life and for what? Because Jaehan couldn't recognised that he liked him?
But then Heegyeom took advantage of Jaehan that night all those years ago. Jaehan never knew who touched him and that must have been awful. To have a memory of a faceless stranger doing things to you when you were intoxicated. Heegyeom isn't flawless in this scenario. Maybe they'll realised they're perfect f**k ups together.
*owns
Wait a minute..... Heegyeom took advantage on Jaehan few years ago???? What did he do? I don't see it except the drug case
In chapter 2, Heegyeom tells Jaehan that he's sorry that he slept with Jaehan while he was out of it. Jaehan doesn't really remember what happened (he was high and Heegyeom gave him something else) but it also concided with his inability to sleep.
I remember when I first started reading the series and I was like fu Jaehan, fall in love with Heegyeom and get wrekt. Now it's true but he's so pitiable.
He truly is a symbol of growth but whether or not he deserves forgiveness isn't for us to decide.
Why Heegyeom? Why sleep with Jaehan? That's what bugs me.