I don't think his pain will increase, I think it would decrease because he's got so much in his mind that letting all that go would decrease it, now the only factor left is the uke's decision will he increase or decrease his pain?
*bonks head* i was so busy thinking about the worst case scenarios that i didn't even think about any positive outcomes o(><)o
Lol its fine. I just think he should just tell the uke and hope it turns out swell.
*fingers crossed*
okay... it's happening.. huh... what if the pain (i meant physical pain) increases when he finally knows everything?? what if they were given the vacation bc it could be the last time they'll be able to spend it together?? what if they lose their memories so that they can find each other again in another lifetime?? aaaggghhhhh i'm going crazy with the what ifs?!?!! dear author, please give me a happy ever after （/TДT)/