how fucked up

i do get why chouno still loves him tho. he loves that old man platonically, i think he regards him as a father. but he can also see how his mom’s death fucked the guy up. the old man and his mum had a real special bond. i think chouno must have spent years together with his mum and the old man before his mum died. the old man must have been a good father to him. its so sad how much his moms death fucked up the old man and he had to see him fall down into the depression hole everyday, getting worser and worser. he hated what the old man did to him but understood why and accepted it. probably because he was afraid the old man would get worser or commit suicide. ╥﹏╥