Guys :( PTSD is a thing yknow

Its ya boi June 23, 2021 11:02 am

When I was a kid I was groped by a stranger on public transpo. It's the scariest experience i have. I couldn't move, couldn't think, I could just feel his disgusting hands. Now I flinch whenever an unknown male touches me. It's shit. It had costed me relationships. PTSD is a thing. We can't control our reflexes and sometimes we hurt other people, physically or emotionally, and we know and we feel shit about it. So we apologize. What we should be angry at should be the King's lack of effort to apologize and explain his illness. I know we can't control it but we should bear the responsibility to be fair to those around us

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    Hanako kun June 23, 2021 11:20 am

    I have the same experience, but for me i was in a close space by him, for the whole time of the ride. And i didn't move or flinch a bit i was paralysed. Now am forgetting what really happened a year later luckily i wrote on my old diary the day it happened but i dont wanna read it hshshs

    Hanako kun June 23, 2021 11:22 am

    Am glad am not alone : ( stay safe stranger and hope ur doing fine and am sorry this happened to us. I hope it gets better someday.

    Its ya boi June 24, 2021 2:44 am

    I'm glad you also reached out :) I hope you're doing well and well adjusted. If accessible consider therapy, and don't lose the notebook, it might help your therapist to help you. Stay safe and happy internet stranger!